God bless me

Tick Tock, Tick Tock....
Every seconds are passing by, and i'm far far behind my actual schedule. began to nervous, began to afraid, yet nothing has been done to overcome it.

*finger crossed*

Us, We, and Ours

This isnt a hurry decision, i've been thinking for it de whole night, i knew i might be regretted for my whole life for such decision but it's really for OUR own good. Being together, it's not about saying "I, me or myself" all the time, it's about saying "Us, We, and Ours".

- All this while, i've been putting u before everything, but did u realize?
- All this while, i've been trying to tell u my stories, and u nv even bother to listen it, did u realize?
- All this while, i've changed for u from day 1 until now, did u realize?
- All this while, whenever i hv problems, i will stil fake my smile in front of u and nv let u worry, did u realize?

I'm not intending to increase ur problems for now. It may be hard for both of us right now, but it's really for our own good.

Do take care of meals and ur health when i'm no longer around, sleep early and dun stress urself too much. Money isnt everything, health is the most important assets for you.

L.O.V.E

L.O.V.E.

It's just a simple four letter words and it makes a lot of difference in each and everyone's life. i'm sure everyone has a different definition of love in their mind but all in all, they are the same. There are different types of loves in this world, and which one is the important ones for you? Mother's love, Father's love, Siblings' love, Peer's love or partners' love? For me, they are all equally important in my heart, there are no extra weightage on any single side of them.

For once, i thought love is about two person always stick together and controlling the person that you loved. and if he loves u, he's willing to change anything for u and if he's not, he doesnt love u anymore. As time passes, i realise that i was being selfish and innocent at my young age, i never even care about their feelings at all and never even thought tat they are suffering too!! and tat's it, my relationship screwed up.

As i get even older, i started to appreciate every single thing in my life. my perception towards love has changed, i started to realise that love isnt about controlling, it's about putting him before yourself in every single thing of your life regardless being appreciated or not. It's about sacrificing without expecting any return.

And yes, i treated YOU the same too. i'm appreciating every single moment that we have together and i believe that our love isnt about proving how much do we love each other. It's about the increasing faith that we have in each other as times grows.
i LOVE you
i TRUST you &
i ADORE you

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A blog isn't a blog if u cant express ur feelings here. what am i afraid of? from the bottom of my heart, i knew is nothing, it's just the feelings of the loved ones tat i care of. So tat's de reason of why i seldom update my blogs often. i did wrote a lot, i mean really A LOT but end up saving them in drafts and tat's it!! they will be forgotten and will never be appeared in any single part of my blogs anymore.

I'm not exactly in the good mood now. Being frustrated by lotsa stuff recently, studies, friends, loved ones, families and etc etc. Really unable to describe one by one here as it's really a lot. my emotions for this few days is like sitting on a roller coaster, being carried ups and downs for thousand of times. Sometimes happy, delighted, joyful, sweet and even grateful, but sometimes it's like moody, sad, unhappy and even feel like giving up. As all my close frens know, i do HATE this kind of feelings as i cant really feel the peace of my inner soul.

For the time being, how i wish i could shout at the top of my voice regardless to everyone, no one or some one and that doesnt matter anymore.

Holidays Buhbye

It's sat evening now, and it means that i have another one and a half more days or should i say less than 48 hours to go before my holidays ended. sob sob. Time passes so fast and i havent really really enjoy my holidays yet.

let me summarize of what i have done during this holidays....

Monday:
i woke up early in de morning to make a salad popiah for my hubby and my families. a day before, i have already prepared all de ingredients and he waited excitedly for my dishes. i made more than what i expected and i gave him quite a lot of de salad popiah and yes, he said it's YUMMY~~

Tuesday:
Today, i meet up wif my ex-B16-6 housemates to celebrate wai kee's 21st birthday. we went there by waikee's car and we celebrated her birthday in Redbox, The Gardens. Guess wat, we sang for almost 5 hours and i do enjoy my "favourite session" there~~







Wednesday:
Casey and i stayed at Melati Utama that day. afte having lunch at wangsa maju, we headed to Terminal Putra station to buy our bus and skyway tickets. After buying the tickets, i catched up wif all de Hong Kong dramas that i missed out during de exams and end up playing FB for de whole day. And also, i started to pack my luggage for my genting trip wif my housemates. well, although it's boring, but i enjoyed it~~~

Thursday & Friday:
i went for a 2 days 1 night genting trip wif my housemates in these 2 days. it was quite fun hanging out wif u guys again and i'm so glad that we took lotsa pics up there~~ *photos will be uploaded soon*

Misery no more

Tomorrow will be de last day of my exams which is de P3, Business Analysis and after tomorrow, i'll no longer

~live in misery
~forcing myself everyday to study
~having lotsa sleepless night
~having information overload
~stressing myself to understand all de principles
~having no time for myself other than studies
~being emotional and bad tempered
~neglect all my frens and families
~gave up my Hong Kong dramas and cinema movies
and so on so forth......

i'm gonna enjoy my life up to the MAX after tomorrow~~
and hoping that all my effort will bear fruits in the end~~ ^^ *pray hard*

Aliens in the Attic

-It's really a funny and enjoyable movie~~ recommended!!! LOL

It is an adventure/comedy about kids on a family vacation who must fight off an attack by knee-high alien invaders with world-destroying ambitions. At the same time, the youngsters work hard to keep their parents in the dark about the battle upstairs.

It's the Pearsons (family names) versus the aliens who "came from upstairs," in an all-out battle that will decide the fate of the Earth - and kick-off the ultimate summer vacation.

It all starts as a meteor shower rockets across the dark galaxy. Four glowing pods sparkle and crackle while hiding behind the meteor show. A mysterious force makes the meteor shower turn a hard right towards a bright blue ball in the distance - planet Earth.


In a comfortable suburban house in Michigan, Stuart Pearson (Kevin Nealon) and his wife Nina (Gillian Vigman) head a family that includes adorable seven-year-old Hannah (Ashley Boettcher); 15-year-old Tom (Carter Jenkins), a techno-geek whose grades have gone south; and big sister Bethany (Ashley Tisdale), who's just returned from a secret outing with boyfriend Ricky Dillman (Robert Hoffman).


Deciding the family needs some good old-fashioned togetherness, Tom packs up the clan and heads to a three-story holiday house in the middle of nowhere. Joining them is Uncle Nate (Andy Richter), Nate's son Jake (Austin Butler), dear old Nana Rose (Doris Roberts), and identical 12-year-old twins Art (Henri Young) and Lee (Regan Young). An unexpected arrival is Bethany's beau Ricky, who wrangles an overnight visit with the extended family.

As day turns to night, dark storm clouds start swirling around the house. Suddenly, four glowing objects shoot toward the roof. The alien crew inside the objects is made up of Skip, the tough commander, Tazer, a muscle-bound dude armed to the teeth, Razor, a lethal female alien soldier; and Sparks a geeky four-armed techie, who is the only non-threatening alien intruder.

Ricky is placed under the spell of the aliens, courtesy of a high-tech mind-control device and plug implanted into the base of his skull; Ricky's mind and actions now belong to the alien crew. The alien "Zirkonians," via Ricky, lay claim to the planet. Like a puppet/robot/zombie, Ricky moves towards the boys - but Tom and Jake break free.

It isn't long before all five kids see the strange new arrivals. Tom takes charge and the kids come to realize the alien mind control device only works on grownups, giving them a fighting chance against the invaders - and the responsibility to protect the adults by keeping the aliens' existence a secret. Left to their own devices, the kids unleash their imaginations, creating makeshift weapons, like piping ingeniously rigged as a home made potato spud gun. They even learn to use the mind controller. First order of business: taking control of Ricky - and turning his robot/zombie/ idiot actions against himself and the aliens.



The adults remain oblivious to the alien presence and figure the kids are being...kids...and insist that the youngsters partake in a fishing expedition. Meanwhile, a touching friendship is struck between Hannah and Sparks, the friendly alien with four arms and hands. Unlike his alien cohorts, Sparks has no stomach for battle; he just wants to return home to his Zirkonian family.

Nana Rose comes under the spell of the alien mind control device, which gives her super-human powers. She comes to the kids' rescue -and into a battle with Ricky, who is again under alien control. Nana Rose gives Ricky a huge jolt causing the alien plug to dislodge. Skip joins the kids fight and uses his four arms relentlessly creating devices that eventually help the kids fight on.

As the battle continues, the laughs, action and danger escalate. But the kids rise to the occasion, finding new strengths and self-sufficiency. And it becomes clear that the aliens never stood a chance....

Not feeling so well

Sometimes, when we are in de healthy condition, we used to neglect our health

~we caught ourself until late night or even sleepless night without any reasons
~we tend to eat unhealthy food (Mc Donald, KFC, fried chicken) rather than vege and fruits
~we just love to drink any other drinks (soft drinks, soda drinks or even liquor) instead of water







And now, i caught myself in a very unhealthy condition. everything starts with sore throat (as usual) den comes with cough and den flu. And now, i'm just hoping myself not to get fever, otherwise, i'l really hv to practise self quarantine very very soon. *praying hard*

Promises

when i promised, i'm going to church every sun - I MEAN IT
when i promised, i'm going to pray to you every night - I MEAN IT
when i promised, i'm going to be a good catholic - I MEAN IT
when i promised, i'm going to take out de bible and read - I REALLY MEAN IT

In the end, i failed to carry out my promisses. wat's left between us is just empty and unattended promises.

The end of my 3 months internship

3 months passed by in just a blink of eye and now, i've already completed my internship program at Poh & Co ^^. Well, it's really a good experience working there especially wif good colleagues, they are really willing to teach us everything, eg. teo, jason, gideon, wern, sing yee etc etc and they are all hilarious too! there's quite a lot of times i burst out just b'cos of wat they said, wahahhaah.

Hmm. let me summarised of wat i've learnt during tis 3 mths. i've completed auditing 8 dormant companies, 2 semi-active companies and assist seniors in auditing 6 active companies. moreover, i've also learnt how to interact wif de clients, especially de way u ask them to clarrify ur questions and also, i've also got de opportunities to learn a new software, Lotus Smartsuite. it's a software that kinda similar to Microsoft Excel, however, i do think tat it's far more convenient as compared to Ms Excel.

For de last day of our intern, my colleagues organize a farewell lunch for us. They ordered Domino's pizzas, softdrinks and also, a black forest secret recipe cake for us too!!




Perhaps, i'l back there again as a permanent staff after i graduated from tarc. LOL ^^

Raining season

Remember a song which we used to sing it during our childhood? it sounds like this...

"Rain Rain go away
come again another day"

My mind kept on appearing this song lyrics very often as it is now de so-called raining season (i supposed). believe it or not, i love rain. But, not anymore for now, as i almost get myself wet everyday (even with my umbrella) when i wanna back from work and it also makes me so frustrated and annoying when i heard of cars' alarm sounds everytime the thunder strikes.

And the worst part is TRAFFIC JAM!!! there were lots of car accident happened during rainy days and i need to stuck in de car for without knowing for how long i need to stuck in there.

PLS laR~~ dont rain in de evening, it makes everyone's life difficult.

*finger cross*

i LOVE driving

I love to drive since de day i got my license. but, i was not always given de opportunity to drive as my parents were far more concern on my safety than to let me learn how to drive. though i persuaded them a lot and let them to sit beside me while i'm driving, i stil couldn't get their confidence and trust ( i really hv a bad driving skills).

My first opportunity comes when my bro also get his license (a year after me). since then, i'm more allowed to drive alone but still, my destination is only restricted to a few places. sometimes, it makes me feel so bad when i think of i stil couldnt drive even on my age 20. my parents are overprotective, way too much until it makes me feel i need to depend on someone to get me to somewhere. as a 20th century girl, i do not like de feeling of depending on someone, especially guys. i feel tat girls can be as independent as guy, too. and tat is why i seldom allowed hubby to fetch me unless i needed him.

Currently, out of options, my parents allowed me to drive to work for my 3months of intern program. and YES, it did made me feel excited and joy but at the same time, nervous (as expected) too.

a year ago, when i was driving back to Melati utama using MRR2 highway, i was dare by my bro to cut de slow moving car in front of me. though i'm not really a "kiasu" person in de road, i didnt being dare by him. however, minutes passed by, de car is really driven me to craziness as it really moving slow (super slow). so, i decided to cut de car and after i manage to get to de next lane, de car in front of me stop suddenly (in front jam), i stepped on de break as fast as i could, and i knew tat i couldnt stop de car in time, thus, i quickly move back to de lane where i was without looking at de side mirror (panic), and my car was just about to knock de car behind me, and i was being horned by de driver. and de stories doesnt ends like this, remember where de lane where i was about to get myself into accident?? there were 3 cars in a row knocked by de car behind as they couldn't stopped their car in time. wat a tragic!

since then, i was more afraid to drive (bout half a year, i supposed). for de 1st day of driving to work, i drive quite slow but steady, bout 70km/h as i hvnt retain my driving confidence yet. and fortunately, after 2 days of driving, i'm more able to drive without fear, starting by 80km/h to 110km/h. and de next thing i need to overcome is my bad parking skills especially side parking. there was a lot of side parking at my working place, and since i reach there quite early, i began to learn side parking on my own by trying to park in there. and guess wat? i'm able to park them also, though i need to reverse and park a few times~~wee~~

cheers~~

The start of my internships

As an advanced dip student, we are encouraged to undergo a 3 months internships in an accounting or audit firm. after a few months of struggling, i decide to go for POH & TAN (as shown in the above) for my internship program.


So far, today is my third day of training.


1st day
For the 1st day, i reach there bout 8.15am(afraid to be late)and i was told by one of the seniors to wait at the reception counter for de rest of the trainees. when all the trainees arived, all of us(including me) were busy to discuss de place of our hometown, our AFA group and we became closer in just few minutes of time. we are then brought by seniors from 1st floor to 5th floor to be introduced to all de staff (in fact, i can't remember all de names ^^). as there were quite a few audit cases to be done, we are given the opportunity to do the statutory audit and audit program as well as to expose ourselves to the audit files.

2nd day
For the second day, it was quite boring as most of the seniors are waiting for de client's files to be sent to the company before they can go out for audit. So, since i hv nothing to do, i approached one of my seniors (Ee Wern) to see whether there were any things to do. then, she asked me to ask our audit manager, Ms Ai Ling, and as i had nothing to do again, i approached the manager and ask her. she then told me to be patient as she's finding some dormant company for us to do. so, i went back to my place and start to work wif some of the computer software. after a moment, she came to my place and ask me to follow the seniors out for audit de next day if the accounts are arrived. later on, seniors taught us to do working papers for dormant company, but since i dont hv any cases in hand, i merely open last year files to learn and to understand de way of doing it for de rest of my days.

3rd day
as told, i thought i'l be going out for audit today. however, to my dismay, i didnt as the accounts hvnt reach the firm. at the time i thought de whole day will be a boring day, i was told by manager to see Mr. TAN (audit partner), everyone was looking at me when i walk into his room as like i done something wrong. Fortunately, he just ask me to structure out some kind of security control form for a security patrol company. later on, i was asked by some seniors to do 5 companies statutory audit and some filings and photostatings. at the time we were doing the jobs, our seniors are willing to teach us and guide us whenever we are lost.

Glad to hv those seniors~~

AM I ??

Sometimes I’ve been wondering, am I a MATERIALISTIC girl?

NO, of cos I’m NOT (self-question and answered).

REASON 1: I do like to shop at night market a.k.a. pasar malam, provided it catch my eyes.

REASON 2: dine in at Chinese hawker stalls or mamak stalls for lunch or dinner (sometimes, small stalls may be more delicious than those BIG BIG restaurants).

REASON 3: don't mind to wear cheap cheap or in a better word, i would say, inexpensive clothes (eg. 10 ringgit clothes sold at sg wang)

However, Occasionally, I do like branded and expensive stuff but not due to its "blood vomiting" price, but because of its quality that I’m searching for. Quality is the most important element tat I searched for when I shop for my apparel and I’m willing to pay a high price for it. And tat is why sometimes it makes me feel I’m materialistic.

Recently, I feel tat I need a watch. Though I hv a brand new handphone (G705) to be fascinated with but I do stil need a watch, a watch tat I’l wear everyday without buying and leaving it in the cupboard anymore.

and TA DAA~~~

So, I bought a new ELLE watch (as shown in the photos). I love this watch since my first sight (love at first sight) due to its unique designs and colour. It is rectangular in shape and with a dark red colour (more to maroon) in de middle.

my new babe~~ love it so much~~

^ AnGer ^

Have u ever being cheated by someone by way of giving empty promises? Have u ever always being de second alternative of somebody or used by someone? I have been always believe tat if we treat others like we treat ourselves, we'll always get de same in return (normally). recently, i've been treated in tat kind of way and frankly, it makes me so disappointed. this prob has been bothering me for a couple of days and i could hardly get it off my mind. i couldnt believe de way i was treated - giving lots and lots of empty promises.

i just wanna say tat if u're just saying and had nv think of keeping ur promises, pls dont simply said it out and nv carry out ur promises. i might be rough but i'm serious. i hate de feelings of being cheated and i dun like having hatred feelings towards other ppl. maybe it's time for me to let off my feelings and close one eyes for everything, anything or even something tat he/she promises.

*pls forgive me for my impoliteness in writing.

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Well, to keep things short here, let me summarize what have i done during tis holidays.

Firstly,
i went to malacca to attend my cousin's wedding dinner. i'm quite happy as tis is de 1st time i bcome "ji mui" ^^. the day before, was de usual buffet dinner tat held at my cousin's sis house. after 1st, 2nd and 3rd round of food (frankly, i love de fried pork ball so much ^^), we, de younger ones were told to "leave" our table for de guest to enjoy their meals. so, out of boringness, one of my cousin sis suggested to go to Jonker Street for a walk as coincidentally tat day was saturday. at first i thought it was like some sort of tourist spot. then, when we arrived, i realized tat it was actually a "PASAR MALAM" =.=". however, it didnt disappointed me much as de pasar malam was very different from where i used to go. there are cafes, karaoke stage, trishaw and etc which i have nv see b4 in a pasar malam.

the next day, which was my cousin sis "BIG DAY". since i slept in her room, i have to get up as early as her to make myself ready.



Lastly, which was de dinner night~

^ AFA liFe ^

week 5~ it has been 4 weeks since i started my AFA. for de first few weeks, i managed to RELAX for a while, but now, it's impossible for me to do so. it's not due to any coursework or assignment tat i hv to rush like last time in DAC, it is now b'cos of de pressure tat all of us tat are putting on each other. currently, all of de AFA students are selected based on cgpa (unlike last time), meaning tat those tat can "survive" are those that hv de potential to pursue their ACCA course. i understand tat i can't be like last time in DAC, go for tutorials and lectures without any preparations, BUT, i just can't change my habit in a short while, it stresses me a lot when i see many of my frens can understand the lectures and do their tutorials before they attend classes. i know tat tis might lead me to some kind of dilemma if i stil do not change my attitude towards my studies. well, i do consider to do some preparations before attending de lectures and tutorials, however, there's too much of "temptations" in my house, @.@ hahha. currently, my house is equipped wif an internet connection and one of my roomate is bringing her TV back. OH GOSH!! it's fantastic, fabulous, awesome!! hahha. well, i'm still a human, sometimes i do need some relaxation time too. but right now it may be too much for me, i'm doubt whether i could cope wif tis kind of temptations in my surroundings. X.X

^ cHeeR uP ^

i think loads of stuff today, obviously is day dreaming, doing nth except for thinking. mayb it's merely bcoz of my results. i got my results yesterday, i got a B for my FF, deeply disappointed when i looked at it, nearly can't believe de results tat i got. i aimed an A for it, if it's not an A, i dun mind to get a A- or B+, but it turned out to be a B!! it's a B!! drop nearly 4 grade, haih.. T.T

Then, after i cool down, i went to check my timetable. arghh.. u know wat? i got 3 days classes till 6pm !!! CRAB LARR... how am i supposed to go for work?? i'm now already on my half way to get my $300, now i really hv to think a reason to tell Eexuan (my supervisor). haih.. must be very tired when tutorials starts, but there's one thing i shd b happy about - that is i dun hv to wake up so early, it's quite a good news for me actually. haha.

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Exam results released today.
there's onli one word i wanna share today - dissappointed.

~ HoLiDaY ~

Next week, may12-15, i'm going to redang wif my frens and also hubby. though i've been there several times yet i still felt de excitement of going to a trip. well, it might due to my boring and dull holidays' plan which makes me near to craziness. every single day, i do the same thing as below.

12noon- wake up, brunch
1pm - online, viwawa
3pm - do mask / day dreaming
5pm - bath, learn to cook new dishes from grandma
6pm - watch drama (astro / ntv7)
12am - chat on de phone
2am - bed time

wat do u think? dull? for me, it's sounds crazy. mayb i just can't get used to it as my normal daily routine is always lead me to busyness. hahha. luckily i'm going on a trip next week, otherwise, i can't foresee wat will happen to me in a week time, mayb i'm already in tanjung rambutan (juz kidding). hahha. guess now i've to start packing my stuff to redang, if not, sure i'll be frustrated on de last minute packing.

okla. tat's all for now, HAPPY HOLIDAY~~