[ PatH of mY LiFe ]

Questions lately

2011-08-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

Everyone is asking me : Why do u leave SHELL??
My answer: Nola, wanna get more exposure. Here is boring. This and that... bla bla bla with endless type of excuses.

But, whenever I heard that question, anger would rise from my bottom of my heart and I would like to answer : " Yea..Shell... SO WHAT??!! "
Yet, I never ever answer with that kind of arrogant attitude.

Shell is not that bad actually, just that I'm too unlucky to get into the wrong department. Working with a non-competence superior, 9-5 mindset ppl and playing "political Taichi" all the time is really making me sick mentally.

Then the next question: Why other ppl earning 2-3k per mth, and u're also earning 2-3k per mth, but u work until late night?

My answer: Let's see who is laughing at who at 3 years down the road.

Robbery

2011-08-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

A robbery case just happened in my garden this morning, next to my grandma's house, which is just a few steps away from my house.

The house owner went for a vacation and thank god nobody is in the house. I went inside the house a minute ago, and it was just a mess. Valuable things are gone, clothes and books are all over the floor.

I was a lil bit upset seeing this. Though it's not my house being robbed, I'm still hoping that the robbers will be caught and face the judgement.

Last day: 23/08/2011

2011-08-14T14:32:00.002+08:00

Counting down: 7 days in Shell.

Yet, without any sadness for leaving this co.

In fact, I wish I could leave here as soon as possible!

Brain stuck, and brainless ppl are there, perhaps only for my department.

I hate them but stil I need to smile in front of them.

Going back 10 mins later as if the company owe them 10 millions. WTH!!

How could u all improve urself better with that kind of 9-5 mindset??

Grrrr........

Fats

2011-08-11T21:10:00.001+08:00

Ok. That's it.

I am getting FAT !!

Time to DIET~

Re-construction soon

2010-10-17T22:42:00.005+08:00

Going to Penang tomorrow for working purposes and I will definitely miss u much. Other than hoping to complete my job smoothly, I do hope to take this opportunity to travel, makan and of course to stop hoping for miracles to happen.

I admit, life is always full of ups and downs. I nv complain bout my heavy workload nor my non co-operative clients even though it frustrated me so much. Nowadays, I rather stay at office longer although I've completed my jobs as they didn't treat me "differently". I gained so many friends but lost them all in just a very short while. What can I say more? For the details, I wont disclose any in this blog as I hated ppl to discuss my stuff in public. *seriously warned or I will hate u for life if I know whether directly or indirectly*Then, the next question u might ask is "then you might as well dun share in the blog.". and my answer will be : "This is my blog, u already pissed me off for reading this blog. and u're not welcome to read at all."

FYI, this blog will change to "ONLY authorized readers can read" in the soonest time possible as I always believe that blogging is for myself and not for entertaining others.

p/s: Sorry if my words made u feel uncomfortable. Heaty weathers makes my mood heaty as well.

♥ 1/10/2010 to 2/10/2010 ♥

2010-10-03T13:34:00.006+08:00

It supposed to be a week later but due to my working schedule problems, we make it earlier and thx to u for being so considerate. It's just a 2 days 1 night trip at genting, for us to relax our mind and having a peace of soul after a few months of working stresses.

The weather are cold, at least for me, and this round, despite the casino, we only go to the mushroom farm and Chin Swee Temple. Taking our lunch at mushroom farm and buying some organic veges and sweet potatoes for my mum, and also taking pics at the mushrooms deco as well before we leave.

Chin Swee Temple is one of the places at Genting tat I wanted to visit long long time ago but no chance. After visiting those statues and snapping a few pics there, we bought a 合家平安 wishes plate that made of wood to make our wishes and we hang it at some place inside the temple (forgot the name =P). It's a speciality of Chin Swee Temple, and i just loveee de design of the wood.

♥

Lost but hopefully "found"

2010-10-03T13:22:00.003+08:00

I gained someone, but I lost those friendship tat I treasured most.
It hurts as much as I lost my loved ones. You guys are far more like my family members, providing me shelter when I hv probs else where, someone for me to share my probs and having good times even though being teased by u all.

I always believe tat Oct is a miracle month. There's only 2 birthday wishes this year despite my ACCA exams.

First - Dear and I will always stay blissfully and free from sorrows and probs.
Second - Found de "LOST" friendship.

Adulthood = burden

2010-09-09T20:04:00.003+08:00

Being adult means putting greater and greater burden to our own shoulder. I would definitely missed those days in my childhood, living and playing in my own wonderland each day without fail. But of course, there would also be certain times that I would want myself to grow older faster so that I'll be treated de same like an adult.

Heavy workload is something that cannot be avoided in my job, and due to my result status in the previous month, I have to start my revision from the coming next month. It would be quite tough for me as I need to manage my working and studying responsibilities at the same time AND cut down most of my weekends entertainments as well. Sigh..

A fren of mine shared his prob slightly with me a few days ago. I mentioned "slightly" as I didnt know much details of the problems that he is currently facing but, as a fren, I would definitely know that what he need is just some moments to free himself from the overloading pressures. Thus, I nv ask much throughout de conversation and hopefully, he'l get himself free from those pressures some day.

Be tough, and stay strong =)

Depression =(

2010-08-24T22:52:00.004+08:00

I am depressed yet not giving up. Facing the failures alone is something miserable as u dont hv anyone to share with. I hardly can put a genuine smile on my face for the whole day and most of the time I'll just fake my smile in front of people just to make sure that they would not worry bout me.

And,
Someone told me an inspiring joke today:
" Thx ACCA for giving me a chance to study RPGT, isn't tat marvelous?" LOL

When I heard of RPGT, i nearly fainted. But, on the other side of the coin, maybe I am just not ready to qualified as an affiliate yet. For me, passing the paper alone is not sufficient, it is far more important to be able to develop understandings and being able to apply all the knowledges. And hence, I'll put more and more effort to defeat u in the coming dec sitting.

And lastly, i would like to thank those who accompany me dinner on tat night, buying me lollipops and "tong sui" (almost) as well. *u know who u are*

And, all the comforting and cheering up messages. *u know who u are too*

23/8/2010

2010-08-22T11:18:00.002+08:00

*Fingers crossed*

Home alone

2010-08-18T22:00:00.005+08:00

I back home early today, But there's no one at home. Guess that everyone has its own plan, and where are mine? I wonder. After finishing my job, i went out to buy dinner at the food court just across the street. Went back home and yeahh.. dinner alone too. What a sad case!

It's only bout 10pm and i got de feeling like it's almost 12 midnight. Gosh! Since when B16-6 become so "peaceful" at night, no more laughters, no more fightings, no more computer games? What's left is only the sound of rain drops, fans and even my breathing sounds.

And now, I miss my home.

她

2010-08-10T22:54:00.003+08:00

除了他，我还有一个她

亲爱的，

请你相信我心里只有你一个
从此以后你就少了一个人和你分担
但如果你不介意的话，我可以为了你承担他的那一份
为你分担，为你担忧

少了他，你必须更加独立坚强
衣服要自己洗，自己晒
车要自己驾
但晚餐我可以陪你吃，只要你愿意等我

以后的路要怎么走就要自己想清楚才走
不想再看到你跌入深谷，我怕我再也没能力救你回来
还有，别在责怪自己了，可以的话我会把我天蝎座的爱很分明和果断的性格给你
不让你受伤害

毕竟，嫁给我是你人生最大的赌注
我怎么可能让你输呢？=)

生病了，就多休息，喝多点水
赶快好起来吧！

三人晚餐

2010-08-10T21:51:00.004+08:00

三人晚餐，有说也有笑，但我懂他并不快乐
他，总是在大家面前装出一幅“我没事”的样子
但，他真的没事吗？

身为朋友的我，除了每天加快速度回家陪陪他之外，应该什么也帮不上忙了
写到这里，我想我没按backspace就应该感到很庆幸了

朋友，加油吧！

A heartiest answer

2010-07-18T16:16:00.004+08:00

Someone asked me a question yesterday night :
" Does he stand a chance? "

I smiled and I answered :
" I just want to be single for de time being. "

I am absolutely clear of what i wan now and in my near future. I dont wish to hv any commitments for the time being and I just want to live for myself, not for others. Moreover, I don't hv time for commitments and due to my current job nature, heavy workloads and overtime is a must in the future and what i can foresee now if i get into relationship is only arguments and fights. Perhaps I'm worrying too much, but I just wan to hv a contented life everyday and even every seconds, and yeah, I'm having it now so I dun wish to change anything right now^^

Hang out

2010-07-10T12:45:00.003+08:00

Had a great hangout yesterday night. Playing cards and drinking liquor had made our night even more fun instead of chit-chating bout others so called "latest news". To be frank, i felt dizzy after the first glass, and after the third glass, I'm already pretty sure that I'm DRUNK! Sigh... Seeing everyone and everything just like playing Merry go Round in the childhood wonderland and I even try to walk in a straight line so that others wont suspect that I'm drunk. Hahahha..

It is not that i like to drink liquor. Perhaps, after a hectic workload for the whole week, i just wanna find a place to blank my mind and fill in some spices, and obviously, hanging out wif frens will always be my first choice. I started my work as Audit Associate II in the 7th largest accounting firm, Baker Tilly Monteiro Heng on 1st of July. I'm quite satisfied with the working environment, my colleagues are all friendly and they are all willing to teach. The only thing that i would complain bout this firm is only the files are TOO HEAVY for me. For de 1st and 2nd day of work, my hand muscle was like OMG, and i really wonder how de gals in my firm could carry all that without any complains?

Read my mind at half past ten

2010-06-27T22:21:00.004+08:00

It's now half past ten at night, reading Dear John and surfing de internet at de same time. It was almost perfect except if i hv a cup of coffee which i can sip once a while during my reading session.

I accidentally fall asleep yesterday night and i left my laptop without switching it off. Tis morning, after i woke up and realize what had actually happen yesterday night, i quickly moved to my chair in front of my laptop. Guess everyone is looking for me yesterday night, not to mention their names, i found myself in an awkward situation. I wished to explain further on tat but i think this is not de right time, so perhaps... some other time.

Talking bout Dear John, it reminds me of how long i had since my last story book, 5 years? 3 years? I cant really remember. But this is a great book to occupy your leisure time and avoiding yourself in front of computer for long hours as it's bad for our health. And guess what? i found myself a perfect bookmark for my book when i arranging my stuff in my room. hahah.

Right now, I can stil hear of those ppl screaming bcos of some football players had scored a goal even though i'm staying at 16th floor of a condominium. Wat de?! I knew everyone has de Worldcup fever right now and as a non-football fans, i dont even bother of who's scoring a goal, what team versus what team tonight and etc. and yeah..... they are screaming again!! and i cant do anything. =)

An Unusual morning

2010-06-24T01:20:00.005+08:00

Woke up early in de morning today, this morning was like a half year flash back to me. My mind kept on recalling stuff happened for de past half yr, instead of upsetting of what happen in de past, it was more like grateful of what i hv, and what i dun hv now. For de past, i was wrong, regretted and now, i am truly grateful of what i hv now.

As i said, i woke up early in this morning, hence i took a book from my table for readings. To my surprise, i finished it in one day time. hahaa. It is a meaningful chinese fiction book and consisted a number of love experiences which most of de characters in de stories all ended up with an understanding of how different kinds of love can take place. What makes the book even more interesting is it's eye-catching title，“错过你，遇见爱” and all de daily life photos. Recommended~lol.

And lastly, i would also like to wish my dear's dear (Kha Choon) a very happy 22nd birthday tis year. May all his dreams come true and all de best in his future undertakings. Hope he likes de Tiramisu cake tat i bought for him just now. LOL

You gonna buy a book

2010-06-18T22:51:00.003+08:00

Out of a sudden, something crossed my mind.

"You gonna buy a book, and start ur reading session just like when you were young"

I passed by MPH yesterday, and to be honest, there are quite a number of books tat attracts me, but there are all ended up back in the shelves.

Just wondering, when wil I really start my reading sessions?

爱我的人和我爱的人

2010-06-13T16:19:00.002+08:00

Found this song in Youtube weeks ago, it's an old school song but de lyrics are quite meaningful..

enjoy~

盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人

我不是无情的人
却将你上的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真忘了我的人

离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真

为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中直到他变冷

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对谁对谁不必虚伪

爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

New layout

2010-06-11T23:15:00.003+08:00

A new layout for my whole new life.

What i mean for new life is I am officially single now. From having relationships in the past 7 yrs to a single life was not easy, i did struggled for quite some time and yeah, at last.. finally.. i managed to get used to my new life. Being single is not easy for me initially as i need to be more and more independent which is the thing tat i'm trying to improve myself right now. What makes it even hard during my miserable moment was my finals and ACCA exam were just around the corner, just imagine, despite coping with the stress of my studies, i had to force myself not to recall back those memories and to study so tat i wont regret in my near future. Life was really depressed during tat time, and now, i'm glad tat i'm able to walk out from my misery and start my whole new life. Really hv to thank all de frens who supported me during tat period, you guys really cheered me up a lot! *hugz*

The second meaning of my new life is I'm just graduated from Tar college, which means - I'm going to step into the working world in a very near future. What would my life be after being employed? long working hours, unpaid OT, heavy workload? OR met a good employer and Ahem.. a nice bf? Hahaa.. i wonder. Just sent out 10 applications this evening, hoping to get a chance for interview, guess i'l be more and more alert to phone calls now, cant bear to miss any phone calls from now onwards. hahha. Wonder wil i be over-sensitive to ringtones and sms alert for this week? hahhaha~

Alright guys, it's late now and i'm kinda sleepy as i went to bed at 4 something in de morning yesterday xD

so, chiaozz~LOL

My life stil goes on

2010-02-01T23:44:00.005+08:00

Life stil goes on no matter wat happen.
If others are possible to do so, so do I.

-For those who MIA: Be considerate to those who needs u.

-For those who found their loved ones: Hold them tight, u might nv know what will happen de next day. Live ur life without any regrets!!

-For those like me: Be tough, stay strong. Everything wil be on track after this.

My new babe

2010-01-23T21:28:00.005+08:00

It's so meaningless when u hv something, but no one to share with. i got my new car today, intend to fetch u just to test driving my car after my dinner with families. It's just an excuse so that u'l be my first passenger for my new car. Things didnt go as i wish, and due to watever reasons, u're just outside and i'm alone at home ended up blogging here.

Forget about those unhappy stuff, i really hv to thank my mum as she bought 1026 (my birth date) as my car number plate for me. My family had argued over this number plate matter as my dad believes that number should come to us and not buying them and he also believes that the numbers will bring luck to us as CNY is approaching. So, when i saw my new car just now, i'm so surprised and thankful to hv my birth date as my number plate *winks*

Pre- CNY

2010-01-16T23:49:00.005+08:00

It's already in mid of Jan now and this means that CNY is only one month ahead. Speaking of CNY, i'm extremely excited as firstly,all my families and relatives will be reunited and gathered around to celebrate this auspicious event, secondly, i'll be receiving ang pows (hoping to be more this yr, LOL), thirdly, eating my favourite chili biscuits, toufu biscuits and seaweed biscuits (hoping someone could make chili biscuits for me tis yr) and last but not de least, as this is de very 1st CNY i celebrate wif HIMM.

According to Chinese tradition, new year hv to be accompanied by new clothes. So where are mine? Frankly, i'm already having a lot of new clothes during the yr, but stil, i'm stil keep on buying and looking for new clothes either in the shopping malls or intenet (online shops). yeah, i know it's hard to change my bad habit, LOL. Ummm...Currently, i THINK i've done all my shoppings for my upper part, and now it's time to look for pants and/or skirts. (hope to get it before CNY)

However, it's really sad to say that i'm having coursework test before CNY. what can i say more? i'm forced to work hard and study again before chinese new yr, TARC really know how to utilise their time WELL!!!!

A purse to remember

2010-01-04T19:49:00.002+08:00

-Thanks for everything-

Year 2009 flash Back

2010-01-04T18:47:00.005+08:00

Year 2009 was over now. what can i say? by looking back, my life in year 2009 was a hectic yet contented one. i put a lot of time in my studies and my internal and external exams, having 3 months of internships program in an audit firm, experiencing lots of ups and downs in my relationship life and etc etc. However, there is stil some memorable things about yr 2009 that i wanna share.

- i'm glad to have all of u as my housemates and roomates. year 2009 wouldnt be perfect without u guys and it's really great and awesome hanging out wif all of u~

- Thx for being there when i desperately need for help in my life and thx for always be a good listener. i might never go through all the DIFFICULTIES without u and once again, thx!!! *u know who u are*

- Lastly, i found HIM in my life. although we are not the perfect one for each other, but i believe that we'll work it out as time passes.

So, by looking forward to year 2010, i'm sure everyone, i mean mostly everyone, will make a resolution in this current year. and so do i, to be a better person.

Year 2010 resolution
- Being able to consistently improve myself in what ever areas to be better prepare for my future career life

- Able to pass ACCA in this yr June sitting

- Be tough and stay strong in facing all the obstacles in my life

- Find a good job

- Able to celebrate CNY, Valentine's day, His b'day, my b'day, X'mas and of course, One year anniverssary with HIMMMM

-Last but not de least, is hoping the loved ones besides me ( families, frens and u) to stay healthy always and hv a sorrow free year 2010.

God bless me

2009-11-26T23:03:00.004+08:00

Tick Tock, Tick Tock....
Every seconds are passing by, and i'm far far behind my actual schedule. began to nervous, began to afraid, yet nothing has been done to overcome it.

*finger crossed*

Us, We, and Ours

2009-11-23T12:54:00.007+08:00

This isnt a hurry decision, i've been thinking for it de whole night, i knew i might be regretted for my whole life for such decision but it's really for OUR own good. Being together, it's not about saying "I, me or myself" all the time, it's about saying "Us, We, and Ours".

- All this while, i've been putting u before everything, but did u realize?
- All this while, i've been trying to tell u my stories, and u nv even bother to listen it, did u realize?
- All this while, i've changed for u from day 1 until now, did u realize?
- All this while, whenever i hv problems, i will stil fake my smile in front of u and nv let u worry, did u realize?

I'm not intending to increase ur problems for now. It may be hard for both of us right now, but it's really for our own good.

Do take care of meals and ur health when i'm no longer around, sleep early and dun stress urself too much. Money isnt everything, health is the most important assets for you.

L.O.V.E

2009-11-22T21:37:00.004+08:00

L.O.V.E.

It's just a simple four letter words and it makes a lot of difference in each and everyone's life. i'm sure everyone has a different definition of love in their mind but all in all, they are the same. There are different types of loves in this world, and which one is the important ones for you? Mother's love, Father's love, Siblings' love, Peer's love or partners' love? For me, they are all equally important in my heart, there are no extra weightage on any single side of them.

For once, i thought love is about two person always stick together and controlling the person that you loved. and if he loves u, he's willing to change anything for u and if he's not, he doesnt love u anymore. As time passes, i realise that i was being selfish and innocent at my young age, i never even care about their feelings at all and never even thought tat they are suffering too!! and tat's it, my relationship screwed up.

As i get even older, i started to appreciate every single thing in my life. my perception towards love has changed, i started to realise that love isnt about controlling, it's about putting him before yourself in every single thing of your life regardless being appreciated or not. It's about sacrificing without expecting any return.

And yes, i treated YOU the same too. i'm appreciating every single moment that we have together and i believe that our love isnt about proving how much do we love each other. It's about the increasing faith that we have in each other as times grows.
i LOVE you
i TRUST you &
i ADORE you

untitled

2009-11-22T20:55:00.005+08:00

A blog isn't a blog if u cant express ur feelings here. what am i afraid of? from the bottom of my heart, i knew is nothing, it's just the feelings of the loved ones tat i care of. So tat's de reason of why i seldom update my blogs often. i did wrote a lot, i mean really A LOT but end up saving them in drafts and tat's it!! they will be forgotten and will never be appeared in any single part of my blogs anymore.

I'm not exactly in the good mood now. Being frustrated by lotsa stuff recently, studies, friends, loved ones, families and etc etc. Really unable to describe one by one here as it's really a lot. my emotions for this few days is like sitting on a roller coaster, being carried ups and downs for thousand of times. Sometimes happy, delighted, joyful, sweet and even grateful, but sometimes it's like moody, sad, unhappy and even feel like giving up. As all my close frens know, i do HATE this kind of feelings as i cant really feel the peace of my inner soul.

For the time being, how i wish i could shout at the top of my voice regardless to everyone, no one or some one and that doesnt matter anymore.

Holidays Buhbye

2009-10-03T15:36:00.005+08:00

It's sat evening now, and it means that i have another one and a half more days or should i say less than 48 hours to go before my holidays ended. sob sob. Time passes so fast and i havent really really enjoy my holidays yet.

let me summarize of what i have done during this holidays....

Monday:
i woke up early in de morning to make a salad popiah for my hubby and my families. a day before, i have already prepared all de ingredients and he waited excitedly for my dishes. i made more than what i expected and i gave him quite a lot of de salad popiah and yes, he said it's YUMMY~~

Tuesday:
Today, i meet up wif my ex-B16-6 housemates to celebrate wai kee's 21st birthday. we went there by waikee's car and we celebrated her birthday in Redbox, The Gardens. Guess wat, we sang for almost 5 hours and i do enjoy my "favourite session" there~~

Wednesday:
Casey and i stayed at Melati Utama that day. afte having lunch at wangsa maju, we headed to Terminal Putra station to buy our bus and skyway tickets. After buying the tickets, i catched up wif all de Hong Kong dramas that i missed out during de exams and end up playing FB for de whole day. And also, i started to pack my luggage for my genting trip wif my housemates. well, although it's boring, but i enjoyed it~~~

Thursday & Friday:
i went for a 2 days 1 night genting trip wif my housemates in these 2 days. it was quite fun hanging out wif u guys again and i'm so glad that we took lotsa pics up there~~ *photos will be uploaded soon*

Misery no more

2009-09-25T19:08:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow will be de last day of my exams which is de P3, Business Analysis and after tomorrow, i'll no longer

~live in misery
~forcing myself everyday to study
~having lotsa sleepless night
~having information overload
~stressing myself to understand all de principles
~having no time for myself other than studies
~being emotional and bad tempered
~neglect all my frens and families
~gave up my Hong Kong dramas and cinema movies
and so on so forth......

i'm gonna enjoy my life up to the MAX after tomorrow~~
and hoping that all my effort will bear fruits in the end~~ ^^ *pray hard*

Aliens in the Attic

2009-08-15T13:00:00.004+08:00

-It's really a funny and enjoyable movie~~ recommended!!! LOL

It is an adventure/comedy about kids on a family vacation who must fight off an attack by knee-high alien invaders with world-destroying ambitions. At the same time, the youngsters work hard to keep their parents in the dark about the battle upstairs.

It's the Pearsons (family names) versus the aliens who "came from upstairs," in an all-out battle that will decide the fate of the Earth - and kick-off the ultimate summer vacation.

It all starts as a meteor shower rockets across the dark galaxy. Four glowing pods sparkle and crackle while hiding behind the meteor show. A mysterious force makes the meteor shower turn a hard right towards a bright blue ball in the distance - planet Earth.

In a comfortable suburban house in Michigan, Stuart Pearson (Kevin Nealon) and his wife Nina (Gillian Vigman) head a family that includes adorable seven-year-old Hannah (Ashley Boettcher); 15-year-old Tom (Carter Jenkins), a techno-geek whose grades have gone south; and big sister Bethany (Ashley Tisdale), who's just returned from a secret outing with boyfriend Ricky Dillman (Robert Hoffman).

Deciding the family needs some good old-fashioned togetherness, Tom packs up the clan and heads to a three-story holiday house in the middle of nowhere. Joining them is Uncle Nate (Andy Richter), Nate's son Jake (Austin Butler), dear old Nana Rose (Doris Roberts), and identical 12-year-old twins Art (Henri Young) and Lee (Regan Young). An unexpected arrival is Bethany's beau Ricky, who wrangles an overnight visit with the extended family.

As day turns to night, dark storm clouds start swirling around the house. Suddenly, four glowing objects shoot toward the roof. The alien crew inside the objects is made up of Skip, the tough commander, Tazer, a muscle-bound dude armed to the teeth, Razor, a lethal female alien soldier; and Sparks a geeky four-armed techie, who is the only non-threatening alien intruder.

Ricky is placed under the spell of the aliens, courtesy of a high-tech mind-control device and plug implanted into the base of his skull; Ricky's mind and actions now belong to the alien crew. The alien "Zirkonians," via Ricky, lay claim to the planet. Like a puppet/robot/zombie, Ricky moves towards the boys - but Tom and Jake break free.

It isn't long before all five kids see the strange new arrivals. Tom takes charge and the kids come to realize the alien mind control device only works on grownups, giving them a fighting chance against the invaders - and the responsibility to protect the adults by keeping the aliens' existence a secret. Left to their own devices, the kids unleash their imaginations, creating makeshift weapons, like piping ingeniously rigged as a home made potato spud gun. They even learn to use the mind controller. First order of business: taking control of Ricky - and turning his robot/zombie/ idiot actions against himself and the aliens.

The adults remain oblivious to the alien presence and figure the kids are being...kids...and insist that the youngsters partake in a fishing expedition. Meanwhile, a touching friendship is struck between Hannah and Sparks, the friendly alien with four arms and hands. Unlike his alien cohorts, Sparks has no stomach for battle; he just wants to return home to his Zirkonian family.

Nana Rose comes under the spell of the alien mind control device, which gives her super-human powers. She comes to the kids' rescue -and into a battle with Ricky, who is again under alien control. Nana Rose gives Ricky a huge jolt causing the alien plug to dislodge. Skip joins the kids fight and uses his four arms relentlessly creating devices that eventually help the kids fight on.

As the battle continues, the laughs, action and danger escalate. But the kids rise to the occasion, finding new strengths and self-sufficiency. And it becomes clear that the aliens never stood a chance....

Not feeling so well

2009-08-12T22:51:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, when we are in de healthy condition, we used to neglect our health

~we caught ourself until late night or even sleepless night without any reasons
~we tend to eat unhealthy food (Mc Donald, KFC, fried chicken) rather than vege and fruits
~we just love to drink any other drinks (soft drinks, soda drinks or even liquor) instead of water

And now, i caught myself in a very unhealthy condition. everything starts with sore throat (as usual) den comes with cough and den flu. And now, i'm just hoping myself not to get fever, otherwise, i'l really hv to practise self quarantine very very soon. *praying hard*

Promises

2009-07-25T17:46:00.003+08:00

when i promised, i'm going to church every sun - I MEAN IT
when i promised, i'm going to pray to you every night - I MEAN IT
when i promised, i'm going to be a good catholic - I MEAN IT
when i promised, i'm going to take out de bible and read - I REALLY MEAN IT

In the end, i failed to carry out my promisses. wat's left between us is just empty and unattended promises.

The end of my 3 months internship

2009-05-17T15:27:00.006+08:00

3 months passed by in just a blink of eye and now, i've already completed my internship program at Poh & Co ^^. Well, it's really a good experience working there especially wif good colleagues, they are really willing to teach us everything, eg. teo, jason, gideon, wern, sing yee etc etc and they are all hilarious too! there's quite a lot of times i burst out just b'cos of wat they said, wahahhaah.

Hmm. let me summarised of wat i've learnt during tis 3 mths. i've completed auditing 8 dormant companies, 2 semi-active companies and assist seniors in auditing 6 active companies. moreover, i've also learnt how to interact wif de clients, especially de way u ask them to clarrify ur questions and also, i've also got de opportunities to learn a new software, Lotus Smartsuite. it's a software that kinda similar to Microsoft Excel, however, i do think tat it's far more convenient as compared to Ms Excel.

For de last day of our intern, my colleagues organize a farewell lunch for us. They ordered Domino's pizzas, softdrinks and also, a black forest secret recipe cake for us too!!

Perhaps, i'l back there again as a permanent staff after i graduated from tarc. LOL ^^

Raining season

2009-03-02T21:18:00.004+08:00

Remember a song which we used to sing it during our childhood? it sounds like this...

"Rain Rain go away
come again another day"

My mind kept on appearing this song lyrics very often as it is now de so-called raining season (i supposed). believe it or not, i love rain. But, not anymore for now, as i almost get myself wet everyday (even with my umbrella) when i wanna back from work and it also makes me so frustrated and annoying when i heard of cars' alarm sounds everytime the thunder strikes.

And the worst part is TRAFFIC JAM!!! there were lots of car accident happened during rainy days and i need to stuck in de car for without knowing for how long i need to stuck in there.

PLS laR~~ dont rain in de evening, it makes everyone's life difficult.

*finger cross*

i LOVE driving

2009-02-28T22:24:00.006+08:00

I love to drive since de day i got my license. but, i was not always given de opportunity to drive as my parents were far more concern on my safety than to let me learn how to drive. though i persuaded them a lot and let them to sit beside me while i'm driving, i stil couldn't get their confidence and trust ( i really hv a bad driving skills).

My first opportunity comes when my bro also get his license (a year after me). since then, i'm more allowed to drive alone but still, my destination is only restricted to a few places. sometimes, it makes me feel so bad when i think of i stil couldnt drive even on my age 20. my parents are overprotective, way too much until it makes me feel i need to depend on someone to get me to somewhere. as a 20th century girl, i do not like de feeling of depending on someone, especially guys. i feel tat girls can be as independent as guy, too. and tat is why i seldom allowed hubby to fetch me unless i needed him.

Currently, out of options, my parents allowed me to drive to work for my 3months of intern program. and YES, it did made me feel excited and joy but at the same time, nervous (as expected) too.

a year ago, when i was driving back to Melati utama using MRR2 highway, i was dare by my bro to cut de slow moving car in front of me. though i'm not really a "kiasu" person in de road, i didnt being dare by him. however, minutes passed by, de car is really driven me to craziness as it really moving slow (super slow). so, i decided to cut de car and after i manage to get to de next lane, de car in front of me stop suddenly (in front jam), i stepped on de break as fast as i could, and i knew tat i couldnt stop de car in time, thus, i quickly move back to de lane where i was without looking at de side mirror (panic), and my car was just about to knock de car behind me, and i was being horned by de driver. and de stories doesnt ends like this, remember where de lane where i was about to get myself into accident?? there were 3 cars in a row knocked by de car behind as they couldn't stopped their car in time. wat a tragic!

since then, i was more afraid to drive (bout half a year, i supposed). for de 1st day of driving to work, i drive quite slow but steady, bout 70km/h as i hvnt retain my driving confidence yet. and fortunately, after 2 days of driving, i'm more able to drive without fear, starting by 80km/h to 110km/h. and de next thing i need to overcome is my bad parking skills especially side parking. there was a lot of side parking at my working place, and since i reach there quite early, i began to learn side parking on my own by trying to park in there. and guess wat? i'm able to park them also, though i need to reverse and park a few times~~wee~~

cheers~~

The start of my internships

2009-02-12T20:45:00.005+08:00

As an advanced dip student, we are encouraged to undergo a 3 months internships in an accounting or audit firm. after a few months of struggling, i decide to go for POH & TAN (as shown in the above) for my internship program.

So far, today is my third day of training.

1st day
For the 1st day, i reach there bout 8.15am(afraid to be late)and i was told by one of the seniors to wait at the reception counter for de rest of the trainees. when all the trainees arived, all of us(including me) were busy to discuss de place of our hometown, our AFA group and we became closer in just few minutes of time. we are then brought by seniors from 1st floor to 5th floor to be introduced to all de staff (in fact, i can't remember all de names ^^). as there were quite a few audit cases to be done, we are given the opportunity to do the statutory audit and audit program as well as to expose ourselves to the audit files.

2nd day
For the second day, it was quite boring as most of the seniors are waiting for de client's files to be sent to the company before they can go out for audit. So, since i hv nothing to do, i approached one of my seniors (Ee Wern) to see whether there were any things to do. then, she asked me to ask our audit manager, Ms Ai Ling, and as i had nothing to do again, i approached the manager and ask her. she then told me to be patient as she's finding some dormant company for us to do. so, i went back to my place and start to work wif some of the computer software. after a moment, she came to my place and ask me to follow the seniors out for audit de next day if the accounts are arrived. later on, seniors taught us to do working papers for dormant company, but since i dont hv any cases in hand, i merely open last year files to learn and to understand de way of doing it for de rest of my days.

3rd day
as told, i thought i'l be going out for audit today. however, to my dismay, i didnt as the accounts hvnt reach the firm. at the time i thought de whole day will be a boring day, i was told by manager to see Mr. TAN (audit partner), everyone was looking at me when i walk into his room as like i done something wrong. Fortunately, he just ask me to structure out some kind of security control form for a security patrol company. later on, i was asked by some seniors to do 5 companies statutory audit and some filings and photostatings. at the time we were doing the jobs, our seniors are willing to teach us and guide us whenever we are lost.

Glad to hv those seniors~~

AM I ??

2009-01-25T23:30:00.007+08:00

Sometimes I’ve been wondering, am I a MATERIALISTIC girl?

NO, of cos I’m NOT (self-question and answered).

REASON 1: I do like to shop at night market a.k.a. pasar malam, provided it catch my eyes.

REASON 2: dine in at Chinese hawker stalls or mamak stalls for lunch or dinner (sometimes, small stalls may be more delicious than those BIG BIG restaurants).

REASON 3: don't mind to wear cheap cheap or in a better word, i would say, inexpensive clothes (eg. 10 ringgit clothes sold at sg wang)

However, Occasionally, I do like branded and expensive stuff but not due to its "blood vomiting" price, but because of its quality that I’m searching for. Quality is the most important element tat I searched for when I shop for my apparel and I’m willing to pay a high price for it. And tat is why sometimes it makes me feel I’m materialistic.

Recently, I feel tat I need a watch. Though I hv a brand new handphone (G705) to be fascinated with but I do stil need a watch, a watch tat I’l wear everyday without buying and leaving it in the cupboard anymore.

and TA DAA~~~

So, I bought a new ELLE watch (as shown in the photos). I love this watch since my first sight (love at first sight) due to its unique designs and colour. It is rectangular in shape and with a dark red colour (more to maroon) in de middle.

my new babe~~ love it so much~~

^ AnGer ^

2008-11-02T22:35:00.003+08:00

Have u ever being cheated by someone by way of giving empty promises? Have u ever always being de second alternative of somebody or used by someone? I have been always believe tat if we treat others like we treat ourselves, we'll always get de same in return (normally). recently, i've been treated in tat kind of way and frankly, it makes me so disappointed. this prob has been bothering me for a couple of days and i could hardly get it off my mind. i couldnt believe de way i was treated - giving lots and lots of empty promises.

i just wanna say tat if u're just saying and had nv think of keeping ur promises, pls dont simply said it out and nv carry out ur promises. i might be rough but i'm serious. i hate de feelings of being cheated and i dun like having hatred feelings towards other ppl. maybe it's time for me to let off my feelings and close one eyes for everything, anything or even something tat he/she promises.

*pls forgive me for my impoliteness in writing.

^ no title ^

2008-09-19T00:32:00.013+08:00

Well, to keep things short here, let me summarize what have i done during tis holidays.

Firstly,
i went to malacca to attend my cousin's wedding dinner. i'm quite happy as tis is de 1st time i bcome "ji mui" ^^. the day before, was de usual buffet dinner tat held at my cousin's sis house. after 1st, 2nd and 3rd round of food (frankly, i love de fried pork ball so much ^^), we, de younger ones were told to "leave" our table for de guest to enjoy their meals. so, out of boringness, one of my cousin sis suggested to go to Jonker Street for a walk as coincidentally tat day was saturday. at first i thought it was like some sort of tourist spot. then, when we arrived, i realized tat it was actually a "PASAR MALAM" =.=". however, it didnt disappointed me much as de pasar malam was very different from where i used to go. there are cafes, karaoke stage, trishaw and etc which i have nv see b4 in a pasar malam.

the next day, which was my cousin sis "BIG DAY". since i slept in her room, i have to get up as early as her to make myself ready.

Lastly, which was de dinner night~

^ AFA liFe ^

2008-06-24T17:47:00.005+08:00

week 5~ it has been 4 weeks since i started my AFA. for de first few weeks, i managed to RELAX for a while, but now, it's impossible for me to do so. it's not due to any coursework or assignment tat i hv to rush like last time in DAC, it is now b'cos of de pressure tat all of us tat are putting on each other. currently, all of de AFA students are selected based on cgpa (unlike last time), meaning tat those tat can "survive" are those that hv de potential to pursue their ACCA course. i understand tat i can't be like last time in DAC, go for tutorials and lectures without any preparations, BUT, i just can't change my habit in a short while, it stresses me a lot when i see many of my frens can understand the lectures and do their tutorials before they attend classes. i know tat tis might lead me to some kind of dilemma if i stil do not change my attitude towards my studies. well, i do consider to do some preparations before attending de lectures and tutorials, however, there's too much of "temptations" in my house, @.@ hahha. currently, my house is equipped wif an internet connection and one of my roomate is bringing her TV back. OH GOSH!! it's fantastic, fabulous, awesome!! hahha. well, i'm still a human, sometimes i do need some relaxation time too. but right now it may be too much for me, i'm doubt whether i could cope wif tis kind of temptations in my surroundings. X.X

^ cHeeR uP ^

2008-05-30T21:23:00.003+08:00

i think loads of stuff today, obviously is day dreaming, doing nth except for thinking. mayb it's merely bcoz of my results. i got my results yesterday, i got a B for my FF, deeply disappointed when i looked at it, nearly can't believe de results tat i got. i aimed an A for it, if it's not an A, i dun mind to get a A- or B+, but it turned out to be a B!! it's a B!! drop nearly 4 grade, haih.. T.T

Then, after i cool down, i went to check my timetable. arghh.. u know wat? i got 3 days classes till 6pm !!! CRAB LARR... how am i supposed to go for work?? i'm now already on my half way to get my $300, now i really hv to think a reason to tell Eexuan (my supervisor). haih.. must be very tired when tutorials starts, but there's one thing i shd b happy about - that is i dun hv to wake up so early, it's quite a good news for me actually. haha.

^ @.@ ^

2008-05-29T18:24:00.004+08:00

Exam results released today.
there's onli one word i wanna share today - dissappointed.

~ HoLiDaY ~

2008-05-08T15:44:00.007+08:00

Next week, may12-15, i'm going to redang wif my frens and also hubby. though i've been there several times yet i still felt de excitement of going to a trip. well, it might due to my boring and dull holidays' plan which makes me near to craziness. every single day, i do the same thing as below.

12noon- wake up, brunch
1pm - online, viwawa
3pm - do mask / day dreaming
5pm - bath, learn to cook new dishes from grandma
6pm - watch drama (astro / ntv7)
12am - chat on de phone
2am - bed time

wat do u think? dull? for me, it's sounds crazy. mayb i just can't get used to it as my normal daily routine is always lead me to busyness. hahha. luckily i'm going on a trip next week, otherwise, i can't foresee wat will happen to me in a week time, mayb i'm already in tanjung rambutan (juz kidding). hahha. guess now i've to start packing my stuff to redang, if not, sure i'll be frustrated on de last minute packing.

okla. tat's all for now, HAPPY HOLIDAY~~

~* LaBouR DaY *~

2008-05-02T17:34:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was labour day, and as usual, it means " yippee!! it's holiday again" to me. thought of having a nice sleep afte having insomnia for few days, my parents actually did asked me to go shopping wif them ( tis is a rare incidence). It's MidValley megamall tis time. afte having a "Yong tau foo" lunch at cheras, we then headed to our destination and i'm quite proud of myself tat i manage to recognize de way from kj to midvalley. haha. well, i'm a road dumb. haha. hmm, after few hours of "hunting", i bought one white colour polo-t and one white crystal colour bracelet. not much gain actually, sob sob... then we went for a movie - iron man. though it was not a very good seats ( 3rd row from de front), but i can say tat it was really a good movie which is full of excitement.

~ NexT 2 yrs ~

2008-04-29T19:33:00.003+08:00

Till now, i've completed my diploma course. 2 yrs, how shd i described it?? hmm..not too long and not too short? or it's extremely longer than i could expected? both fits wat i wanna described. at first, i feel like i still hv a long long way to go yet time flies, i manage to pick up every subjects confidently and hv a great and enjoyable time at de same time. presently, some of my frens are doubtful on whether they shd go further to adv dip in (ACCA) or pursue to a degree course at some other university. i dun hv such kind of prob as i've already fill up my desire courses once de e-learning started, this doesnt mean tat i'm confident of watever decision tat i've taken. from de 1st day i'm in de college, i was determined to get a ACCA qualification and tat is why i still do not give up my goal despite all de hardship during de diploma course. i'm quite glad tat i managed to cope wif all de stress and time constraint within tis 2 yrs.

Now. i'm in a one month holiday. perhaps tis is de last holiday tat i could take a breath afte all de exams as de adv dip course will commence on 26th of May. yes i knew tat it would be a extremely tough time for me and i knew tat i'll b doing mounts of assignments and handle lots and lots of coursework in de next 2 yrs, wat i hope is tat i wont b studying till craziness (hahah..).

Well, no point of worrying so much. de first thing i shd do now is enjoying my holiday~~~

^ hAppy BirtHday to mE ^

2007-10-26T22:51:00.001+08:00

i turned up to be 19 today. it was really a special moment for me. initially, i thought my housemates will not celebrate it wif me and consequently, i went to bed after i chat wif my hubbby as i didnt suspect anything fishy bout them. however, to my surprise, all of them came into my room wif a cake and shouted "SURPRISE!!!". then, they sang the birthday song and it was already 1.30 in de morning and my roomates and i were almost fall asleep. i was shocked and touched at de same time and tat is why my face is without expression (as wat u guys said). it was a cake wif a pig cartoon and a handmade card. haha. de cake was cute actually and thanks for all de effort tat u guys put in in making de card. love it so much. ^-^
then, de next morning which is today, i attend my MA lecture at 10am. again, surprisingly, i received 2 presents from my friends. de first one is a necklace from shook been and de second wan is a mini cute fan from my ex-hostel frens (kahling, cmi, joanne, cc, cf and hui teng).
and de next thing i wan to point out is i almost made a huge mistake yesterday. let's begin wif de story. as usual, i will pack my things on thu as i'l back to my hometown on fri and normally i'l changed to another bag to fit in all my stuff. my roomate(yvonne) wanted to hide a present in my thu bag and eventually i took it(de present) out without knowing tat it was my present. then, on my first thought, i thought someone accidentally put into my bag when i'm boarding a train or a bus. my house mate saw it and said tat it was a pretty purse. without thinking further, i gave it to her and when she look inside it, she saw a card stating "from yvonne and kha choon". OMG!! i almost gave my present to somebody else!! phew...luckily, i manage to get it back. haha. ^^
and lastly, thanks for all de birthday wishes and surprises tat my frens gave me.
name list below:

*housemates*
~munyee
~MZ
~y_kee
~winnie
~penny
~seiw Fui
~ai yee

*roomates*
~yvonne
~chew hui

*classmates*
~janice
~bee lamg
~shook been
~tsia ling
~kui vui
~laura
~cai feng
~benjamin
~cheng khai
~cheng hoe
~boon v
~jayne
~jin poh
~tiong wei
~keo ying

*secondary schoolmates*
~xun rong
~peter
~moi kwei
~ley huey
~hui teng
~chew chin
~kah ling
~cmi
~hoong hoong
~wei tieng
~miao hua
~wei kay
~wei tieng
~zi wei
~pay wen
~henry

and last but not de least, i would also like to thank those who wished me but their names are not listed up there ( sry ya, i can't remember all). thanks! thanks for everything! love u guys!

^ HoLidAy pLaN ^

2007-09-23T21:23:00.001+08:00

Finally, my final exams are over! Now, it's de time for me to pamper myself as i had been stressing myself to study for de last whole month. so, wat's de big plan for tis semester break? check tis out!

1st - watch all de drama series borrowed from hubby
2nd - trim my hair
3rd - clean up my room
4th - fold up all my clothes in my wardrobe
5th - go out shopping wif my frens
6th - learn to cook some dishes
7th - solve our postpaid problem
8th - learn to "diversify"
9th - last but not de least, dating wif my hubby.

Tat's de whole plan for my coming holiday. so little time, but so much 2 do. however, i really wish to complete it within 2 weeks time.

^ ThiNk bEfoRe u sPeAk ^

2007-08-24T17:38:00.002+08:00

i hate jokes!! i hate jokes!! i was mad in jokes some time ago and now i hate it. i was deeply hurt by a joke recently. though de jokes play its effects well in de conversation, but it seems like putting all de blame on me. it was not de 1st time tis fren of mine telling tis "jokes" in front of my frens. however, it hurts tis time. i dont mind being part of de jokes sometimes as long as it doesn't make me offended. wat i mean here is IF u're de one who says it, DON'T tell others tat i'm de one who should be responsible with it. i was angry on tat day but still i hv to fake my smile in front of them as i dun wish them to see any conflicts between us. why can't an adult think precisely before he speaks out something? don't he know tat he'l hurt someone's feeling sooner or later? de incident happened tat day cause my to hv a sleepless night and a hv slight argument wif my hubby. as i said just now, i was DEEPLY HURT. thus, as an advice to all of my frens, i sincerely hope tat all of u will think wisely before u speak and if u realize tat u hv hurt someone, pls apologize as soon as possible.

^ BluR ^

2007-08-18T23:31:00.001+08:00

Well, kinda down now. terribly need someone 2 cheer me up. HE's working, my parents is out, left me and my bro at home. i'm now alone in my room, sitting in front of my laptop monitor, blogging. doing nth except for expressing my feelings into words - and tat's all i can do for now, i guess. have u guys ever in this mood before? i'm sure de ans is mostly yes, isn't it? lying on de bed and keep on thinking bout those sad stuff, sad memories and etc. at tat moment, u're so weak, so helpless and u just can't think of any solution for ur prob. i doubted, if it's de music tat i listen made me so moody ( i know it wasn't). sounds ridiculous rite? haizz..i also dunno wat's inside my mind. blur X.X .

其实很多女孩子都不知道........

2007-08-10T01:22:00.001+08:00

其实很多女孩子都不知道，虽然很长时间没见面，但你会发现他手机里保存的可全都是你发给他的昧暖短信……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他故意要你唱歌给他听，实际是喜欢你在和他温柔的争执表现出来的可爱脾气……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，虽然他嘴上说不在乎你跟别的男孩交往，可每当有陌生男人和你接触时，他总会偷偷地将眉毛紧锁，那是因为他在乎你……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他并不怕你生气，只是怕你生了气、发过脾气后依然不理他，男孩的感情也同样细腻易碎啊……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，每天他脑子里装的全是你，就连走路都不小心摔了个跟头，当他起来拍拍身上的灰尘，嘴角也会依然挂着微笑，那是因为他在惦记着你……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，有些话只说一遍就够了，因为你已经了解他，说多了，他会觉得不珍贵的……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他去机场接你不会像你期望中的那样——捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”，他只是自然地接过你的行李，然后用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼说：“哎，怎么搞的，怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了？”
其实很多女孩子都不知道，当你发脾气时，他却只会不做声地等你把火发完，最后慢慢说：“你明天有课，早点睡吧……”
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他总是叫你小姑娘，可是每次做什么重大决定前，他却总想先听听你的建议……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他不喜欢玩具小毛熊，但却一直把你送给他的小熊放在床头……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他很想很想你时，也会买玫瑰送你，然后傻傻地等你，却不知道自己捧的是月季；不过没关系，在他的心里——送的依然是玫瑰……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，即便他嘴巴不甜，但他的吻却可以传递他所有对你的热情……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，当你柔声细语对他讲很“酸”的话时，他反而会装得很正经，不过心里很甜很甜……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，如果不能经常见到你，他会让自己忙碌起来，为的是不去想你，因为他知道一想你将一发不可收拾……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会把你的相片放在他钱包里，这涂梢允笨膛惆樽拍恪?
其实很多女孩子都不知道，公车上他喜欢和你在一起拥挤，那是因为他喜欢听你近距离的呼吸……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，如果他在吃饭的时候目光呆滞，那是因为对面没有了你，他嘴里的饭是没有滋味滴……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会省下吃饭的钱，打个电话给远方的你……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会把别的女孩子写给他的情书偷偷藏起，因为他的心里只有你……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，自从认识你以来，他每天的生活都会很积极，因为他希望自己爱的女孩看到的是阳光的自己……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会数着星星找你的星座，因为你勾起了他漫漫的思绪……
其实女孩子都不知道，他不会轻易把自己脆弱一面展现给你，虽然他还不能给予你什么，但他会尽最大努力来保护你……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他也会在他最最无助的时候想起你，当然，不是想要你帮他什么，只是希望你不要担心他……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，虽然他很少当面赞美你，可是在他心里你肯定是他最棒的……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会默默地记住你在不经意时说过的一些话，并在某时某刻不断地在心里重复它们……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他从不会轻易地在你面前做出承诺，因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉，只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，他总告诉你不要胡思乱想，实际他已为你谋划出最美丽的未来，让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜……
其实很多女孩子都不知道，也许他不像你那样能够清楚地记得某些纪念日，因为他觉得爱你应该是每时每刻的，而不是靠这几天简单的日子……
女孩们，男孩子是不会轻易哭泣的，只有面对你最爱的人时，才会变得如此脆弱；
女孩们，男孩子是不会轻易哭泣的，只有在太爱她的时候，才会放下男人的自尊。
女孩们，如果有个男孩正为你哭泣，那么请你拉住他的手，也许他真的可以陪你走完一生；
女孩们，如果有个男孩正为你哭泣，那么请不要放弃他，也许你的一个选择会毁掉一个人！
他真是那个不在乎你过去的男孩；
他真是那个每天风雨无阻接你上下班的男孩；
他真是每天晚上在床上和你一起数星星的那个男孩；
他真是愿意为你付出一切的那个男孩；
他真是心疼你做饭，自己偷偷学做饭，让你感到惊喜的那个男孩；
他真是不向你隐瞒他以前过去往事的那个男孩；
他真是当你受委屈最想见到的那个男孩；
他真是不求回报，只想为你默默付出的那个男孩；
他真是爱你但不溺爱你，宠你但不惯你的那个男孩；
他真是能给你自由，给你足够安全感的那个男孩；
他真是当你开心时陪你开心，不开心时哄你开心的那个男孩；
他真是当你失去才后悔没去珍惜的那个男孩；
他真是拥有他的时候没觉得他好，失去他的时候才想他种种好处的那个男孩；
他真是每当他应酬的时候能让你放心的那个男孩；
他真是每天拼命赚钱让你过的更好的那个男孩；
他真是那个有什么好东西都留给你，愿意为你无偿奉献的那个男孩！
所以，女孩子们，将心比心，请放下你们高傲的姿态，不要冷漠的拒绝男孩，这样做会深深地伤害他，那个叫做幸福的东西也会在这一刻悄然走远……
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